Random talks

     khalil Gibran said that "if you love someone. just let him go, if he comes back, he is trully yours." I don't know why I believe that saying.
when someone said that he loves me, I can't directly say I love you too but I said "let the time prove your word" love is a waiting and patience. you cannot force someone to love you back.
     if someone try to knock my heart door, I'll lock it and said try another day. this heart is still closed for anyone. I may block all of the access that he usually reaches for me but one thing he could do like maybe 30 years ago. people send a letter uh how sweet or he could come to my home and ask directly to my parents, he knows my home, my school or other places I usually visit.
     I don't know why it's kind of hard to believe when someone says such a word, even it's beautiful but I'm afraid it's a fake one. so be careful... I believe everyone in this world has the other side that they hide from anyone, their pain, fear, or even bad things kept there. it could haunt but actually we can make peace to it, live with it and forgive yourself for it.
     I'm still waiting for him, people say I'm crazy to wait such a man like you, but I know you've been created to be mine and so have I. Don't you worry about me now, everyone is keeping me from a bad thing. we're imperfect ones to perfect each other.

   dear you...
who worship The Most Merciful
who never stop whispering my name in every pray
who are the answer of every pray
who are the cure of my pains
who give a light in the dark
who understand my languages
who laugh at my humors
who think out of box
who run for your dreams
who work hard for our future
who are kind and patient
who care and love me the most
who support a lot
who never stop learning about life
who love me and my surrounding
who are always there for better or worse
who are the last to be mad at me
who stay forever in my life
who come at the right time
who always come with surprises
who believe that I am real and true for
who never be tired to listen to mine
who are as crazy as me
my everything, someone all in one package...
I'll be ready for you soon...
prove them that we are meant to be