Reflection (again)

The way I look into your eyes or vice verse is getting different, it is a kind of cold or sweaty? I hate both feeling but it is all we feel now 

I can hold your shadow tight, hug it like it is real, but how we can deny the feeling we had before, it was just like a rain in a long sunny day or it is just like a lightning in a bright day long?

I can still see you smiling in your old yours deep in my  consciousness but when you are getting close, you seem so strange in my vision. How can you be so damn beautiful in distance but so cruel in an inch?

I remember those lies we created to color our own world

I remember the way we made up the story like we were the luckiest ones 

but when I can watch my own dream like I was not in 'there'

I feel like I was a brand new ones with the pain yesterday

but I know I was not the worst

I was just worse than you

you are in love me without my attention

you are with the pure heart to let me be your queen but you forget to be a king

you are with the frankly words and sometimes I ignore

you are writing me up above your draft but in my last list to deal with

you are the easiest person to be ignored

can't you realize how cruel and bad I am to you?

don't think that you can raise and compete if you can't impress your enemy

don't think that I will give you an orders to be beside me

how can you be those I've mentioned if you never wave to me?

and tell me you were exist?

Do we forget a little thing called ‘greet’?

How can we cross each other but turn our faces out to the damn smart screen rather than God’s creation? Is it better what people had created than HIM?

So now then on we can only greet people in a dream, just like I dream about you, when you were with me......

or 

the way you grew your pride and bravery in your only dream.

if you hold on these, you will be just able to see only my beautiful reflection