The Biggest Enemy

     Talking about enemy, do you have any? me personally I think I had a lot, but who? can you guess?

     Do not say that enemy here means somebody who loves talking about my bad, certainly it is not it. I am going to talk about my biggest enemy, the one and only who can stop me pursuing my success. It is myself in state of laziness. for instance, it is holiday/cold outside and all you want to do is laying in your bed, or it is stopping you when you want to try something new, it keeps whispering you about the fear ahead.

     Then who can win against yourself? it is only you 

     Who can make yourself better? it is only you, those people who complain a lot about you are those who care the most, all they want is making you realize that you need to change and move to better path and they will be only able to remind you over again but it all depends on you.

     I often talk to myself in the mirror absorbing what people said about me especially the bad ones, I think they are probably right even though it somehow hurts me but it helps me a lot to run faster for being my best.

     Once I used to be so scared to leave someone whom I love the most, but then I think it is over, do I really need you in my life? do I really love you by my heart? how much problem we had, we need to face it, no matter what.
    Facing someone who ask you to be someone special in his life is actually an honored offer, he may believe that you are the one he is searching for. The only answer he needs is just yes or no. Now I question myself am I ready for accepting myself to love more people other than my parents, my brother, my family and my friends. He reminds me a lot of my reflections I had but I remind myself to stop recalling those shadows, all I need is to make myself better and being a clearer crystal for him to help him seeing his reflections on me so that he may change himself better then we can grow old and wise together, starting a family and a life so much better in plan even though we need so much effort and energy to make it true, we believe that two heads planning is so much better than one moreover we have a great God that will help us to grant it aamiin...
   so who is my biggest enemy? it was myself but now I let it be my other strength to help me reach the limits. so if you still think that it is an enemy, just make a peace and be stronger...