Sacrifice

   Life is full of love, hate, pretending, joke, and so much thing. have you ever loved somebody? or hated them?
   almost of us will say 'yes'. of course as a human-being, we do it all, I've done it but when it is too much pain just let it go, but sometimes we can't let them go even they are too much. well I am too much asking them to be what I am comfort about. I say this should be here or there or bla bla bla..... and so many i ask for.

 if they can't grant it, I'll make my own move and forget the previous demand. I can't stand for many reasons but I'd love to hold on what I want like he used to.....
   Life is so short to remind those people who disappoint you, it's too...... you can mention anything you feel about.
   I want to tell you some ones in my life, he is so wonderful man and he does so many things for me so I can't be here now because of his beautiful heart and his sincerity to share the love of universe for me. i can see from the picture of us when we were kids, he hugged me but I cried, he showed a clear smile and his affection for me but sometimes I feel him like an enemy.
  he let everything he has becomes mine but he never asked mine to be his. how can we be so close?
we have our figure, mom and dad always teach us to love each other because we have only each other.. He knew that I am hard person to deal with when he knew i found the wrong person, he warned me but I can't easily trust a thing without proof. his care and protection is no longer mine. it's someone's now.
  I can't tell you in detail because you''ll be jealous what I've got hehehe.......
recently, he started a family with the lady he has chosen, I can't stand for her always but I will always stand for him, because no matter what happened, he is my only brother. he has suffered as soon as I was born, it is all he saved for himself but I know now maybe this is it what he has hidden. now it's your turn to be happy with your own way because my heaven is not yours and yours is not mine. pagal pagal karti hu... (loving you makes me like crazy). no one is good at anything so accept the weakness than you'll deserve the stength.
have a great journey ahead. you have to bear with her like you always do to me. well you know I'm happier when you're happy dude
   i should know that behind my achievements, there is someone's pray that is granted, there is tear that falls, there is sweat that flows, there is cry behind a smile but above all there is bless and gratefulness. because Allah knows you better than yourself, and falling for some people does not mean you lose but it calls sacrifice.