Perspective

   "well, being old is absolute thing but being mature is a choice" maybe that word is just for entertaining the old girls who will be lady or woman so soon.

Thank God I really am that old ahahaha...... it's a complicated feeling when I realize that I am that old. if I could look back for some years ago, i would change something that I've done. there were so much mistake and failure. 

    if some people ask "is there anything that you regret in life?" my answer will be "yes, but I train myself to forgive and forget it"

after all these years I realize that people are actually good but they treat others based on their shared-knowledge and passion, one can be an angel for someone's life but a devil in others or vice versa.
 I thank God that finally He shows the true colour of yours. I personally regret that but thanks for showing that.
 because eagle will refuse to fry with humming bird and so do you, you'd prefer run with your own fellas, no need to be so many but few is enough.
blood is thicker than water so the bond will be hard to destroy. a new relationship cannot cut the blood-bond easily.
don't ever think that you are better than anyone, don't ever think that you are right and others aren't.
when you cannot forgive people that may be hurt you,  after they apologize. think again that you are such an innocent guy. I am really sick of dealing with shitty friends that may call themselves as a friend, the fact they are enemies in your blanket.
if you think you are all better after do such a thing to me, you probably get the same things as you do but I won't take revenge because I am just a human-being that have uncountable sin like sand. hope that we will be blessed but I don't get angry at all, I just can't let myself stay around fake people.