I can'
t betray my own self, I do what I believe in a whole life, I won't break my promises and I won't leave those people who stand strong for me. You know it is hard for me to change my mind. You know I can't pretend to be kind to what I hate. You knew the things either I really love or hate but you couldn't mix them well. You know it right?
You know how to break it into pieces, you know how to break this holding hands. I've told you many times that I have strong believe to fight against myself because it is the strongest enemy of mine. My heart has forgiven you but my brain can't forget what you have done. You can lie to me but God is watching you and God showed me who truly you are.
I really wanted for the moment when you told me the truth by your mouth. You have known my decision well, the final decision that I chose with the exact conditions which I have explained in very first of our agreement. I know it is not a love contract but we made such rules to be save, to protect us from dangerous things. You know once you lied I won't trust you even a little.
Now what are you gonna do? I've locked the previous gate that you entered. I do these for us. At least I won't be the reason why you fell and felt empty. But I was the reason why you broke into pieces. I know those time I was trying to mend all your wounds I made but this time. I just can't stand for it even a while, I can hide all my love forever as the ladies do but ladies can't hide her hatters even a moment.
It's over now, even I can see in your eyes your regretness deep inside your heart but this is the thing we've agreed in time. Thanks for telling me the truth by your own mouth. I'll see you in an other life. You'll never have me even in a dream.
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