it's a nonsense.... what i write now.

as the world spinning, as the wind blowing, as this heart loving, as this lungs breathing, as this life going. i run my life too. i start something then i must finish what i start. there is a meeting of course there must be leaving. maybe that will happened to us now.

you used to be so interesting for me then why are you so boring now? that question may come from your mouth or my mouth. that's so right. disturbing and disturbed, it's so usual. get close and then get further. best friend and worst friend. it would come. sometime we are out of topic so we talk to the north then back to the south. it's a nonsense.... what i write now.

Meeting with new person in your life would make your curiousity increase rapidly cause you want to know him well. You come and ask so many things about himself. Slowly but sure you come to his life and give a new colour for him. Start from decorating his phone by your messages then your calling fulfill his phone, going somewhere together then he pay all the bills by his money. He will always show you that he is loyal person. Then asking him to do something you want because you want to see how big his effort to make you happy with him. He never want to make you feel disappointed cause he will always wanna be the best and the only one in your heart.

When you find something wrong you can think negatively about him. After that you can act just like you are angry with him so you will know how he try to solve all the problem. You can measure how wise and mature he is. Then if he can resolve the problem, you may be like nothing happend to you before this matter happend.

The next that you may do is making him illfeel by doing something he hates. If he try to stay away from you, it means that he just likes you and he hasn’t fallen in love with you yet. So you can let him go away from your life,unless he does another way, it means he feels curious about you and he wants to make you fall in love with him too. Only if he takes so long to know you well, the you would say “why are you so boring now?” just because he does so many things that have happened to you and him. You may try to ignore him Or if you don’t have a will to continue that with him, you can do another thing which really annoy him and make him unenduring with that condition then he can go as what his heart want.

Unless you did come into his heart, he feels usual with your present, he will do everything to make you stay with him longer.

i would say you were everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost that
all of the memories so close to me and fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending............

This passage above is just somebody’s opinion and it has worked in my life. But i don’t know it would work on you or not, the most important thing, i share this for references